“Lockdown in Nebraska”
A scheduled practice drill.
Lights. Locks. Out of Sight.
Stay silent to save us
from death on the other side of the door.
But the students can’t help whispering
about yesterday when a nearby
small town school didn’t have
a scheduled practice drill.
A stranger appeared on school grounds,
holding true to a threat they sent
on social media - the school went;
Lights, Locks, Out of Sight.
My administration pulls the fire alarm.
Someone knocks - pleads to come in.
I motion to the students with my hand,
stay silent to save us.
I can’t help but feel disheartened
in the darkness of my own classroom.
I do not know how to protect us
from death on the other side of the door.
Poetic Form: Cascade
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Wednesday, April 5, 2023
Day 5 PAD 2023
Wednesday, May 26, 2021
April Poetry Challenge 2021: Day Twenty-Five
Day 25 Prompt: Thought
Form: Kimo
“School Daze”
For thousands of days they have sat in rows.
Weary, defeated he stands,
thinking of his own dreams.
Thursday, July 23, 2020
Poetic Form 45: Hir a Thoddaid
Hometown
The streets are the same, but names and some
buildings have changed. I am now an alum
of the school. Football in the snow, numb
hands, burning lungs, I ran, becoming
a man I believed would change all the rules.
Yet, this small town, my history from.
Poetic Form #45 Hir a Thoddaid
The hir a thoddaid structure is as follows: (Xs are syllables).
1-xxxxxxxxa
2-xxxxxxxxa
3-xxxxxxxxa
4-xxxxxxxxa
5-xxxxxxxbxx
6-xxbxxxxxa
Line 5 has 10 syllables. The other 5 lines have 9 syllables. The "b" rhyme is open
to be near the end of line 5, then somewhere in the first half of line 6. There is a
little freedom with that rhyme.
to be near the end of line 5, then somewhere in the first half of line 6. There is a
little freedom with that rhyme.
Sunday, April 12, 2020
Poetry Challenge Day 12: Spirit
When the Spirit
She was speaking in tongues again
Hands raised
Feet stomping
He had seen the show too many times
He was trying to get his bearings again
A new town
A new school
The new kid with the same problems
It wasn’t that he didn’t believe
In the spirit
Or the ghost
He was tired of the tithing plate changing
She won their hearts with her
Past story
Present smile
They told him how proud he should be
He bowed his head at the right time
Said amen
Shook hands
Even fell for a girl three rows over
Six months later, he felt the spirit
Packed bags
Said goodbye
He prayed as her voice faded away
Tuesday, May 22, 2018
To the teen sitting on the step
I am approaching a four way intersection
on a summer weekday
Stop signs making traffic hitch and pause
As people wonder what the rule is for who goes first
You are sitting on the step of the house
at the corner
Dressed in all black
black shoes
black socks
black shorts
black shirt
dark hair
Your arms are wrapped around your knees
Chin hiding behind your forearms
Your head moves slightly with each car passing
I turn my gaze back to the traffic
I wonder what is going on
Did you not take the garbage out when asked?
Is he drinking already (it’s two in the afternoon)?
Did she end it with a text message?
Or were you told, again, how worthless you are?
I am now in the stop sign queue
four cars to go
Debating if I should turn to look at you
Now that I am almost parallel to you
I recognize the body language
closed
feet tapping
caged
yet afraid to run
I chance it
our eyes meet
I can see the red highlights around your eyes
Feel the hate expressed through the
“What are you looking at?” expression
We break our glance at the same time
I feel guilty that I can’t change anything
because I’ve sat there on my own step
I push the gas pedal down
crossing the intersection
Glancing into my review mirror
I see you are still sitting
Slowly becoming smaller as I head to school
to be certified
By the Red Cross
to save a life.
Tuesday, May 8, 2018
And we are running red lights
And we are running red lights
Rushing through morning traffic
unaware of the cars
waiting to turn
Rushing on speed control
so that we can spend our time
on a screen posting filtered memories
that we only recall when notified
We are running red lights
From jobs to frozen microwave dinners
and children that say everything was fine at school today
while never looking up from a screen that alerts them
three years ago you shared a picture of the two of you
standing by a lake
tiny fish in both your hands
eyes bright
But we continue to run red lights
too busy rushing to lives that only glow
when we touch a screen
Friday, April 7, 2017
To the Teenage Boy Walking to School
It's been four years
since I've been in the classroom
but I still recognize the gait
backpack slung low on the shoulders
earbuds in
eyes on the sidewalk
head down, just a little
not gazing up at all
as if afraid to look the sun in the eye
I could tell from the look
I wonder what happens every day
Do they taunt you
Is there someone who hates you
for no reason
Tearing up your homework between the bells
or breaking your pencils
leaving you to take notes with a stub
or worse
asking the teacher for a pencil
bracing yourself for them to roll their eyes
asking you why you never have a pencil
I speed by
Life moves fast in the morning
In my rearview mirror
I watch you slowly shuffle along the sidewalk
The school only two blocks away
I say a small prayer
that maybe today will be a good day
for you
Tuesday, February 9, 2016
I write
I write
because no one seems capable of returning a shopping cart to the cart corral
or slowing down for a yellow light
or using a blinker to help other drivers know what they are doing
I write
because there is too much hate in the world
It is infecting our everyday life
A 19-year-old rapes and kills a 66-year-old woman because he “had nothing better to do”
Children can not go to a movie, school, shopping, or a basketball game
without some kind of violence: gun, knife, or words
I write
because school board members have personal agendas
Teachers are burned out from testing
tired from screaming parents (that won’t return a shopping cart)
Students don’t even care what they will be when they grow up
They have the newest app, Facebook friends, and 10k likes
How can you want anything more than that?
I write
because there is enough money
It just isn’t used for the the things we say are important
We preach one message but spend on something else
Even the civility we get from the drive thru is scripted
I write
because sunsets and sunrises never stop being beautiful
A day is always an opportunity to show love
Even if it is as simple as returning a few carts to the corral
I write
for my family and friends
To let them know I love them
That I will stand for them
no matter the rising waves of pain in this world
I write
because my heart beats blood through my veins
pulsing to my fingers
that produce these words
this poem
for you to read
Monday, November 9, 2015
6 a.m. Flight
by way of Dallas
A clear sky
the horizon wrapped in a rose colored ribbon
I can see the fields crisscrossed with roads
The land spotted with ponds and streams
Streetlights visible from small towns
like spilled salt on a dark table cloth
By now my family is starting their morning routine
As are so many other families below our plane
I can see the day unfold
beautiful from 20000 ft
But I start to wonder about the things I can’t see
I can’t see the hungry child looking for something
to eat in the bare cupboards
I can’t see the dad sipping coffee as he makes
his daughter’s lunch, she doesn’t like the school’s chicken
I can’t hear the teenage son yell at his mom
knowing it hurts her but he is so angry lately
I can’t hear the dedicated teacher order her coffee
the excitement of a new lesson spurring her to school early
I can’t experience the thousands of stories unfolding beneath me
as the curve of the sun rises from the horizon
Slow and steady
Making me squint to watch the darkness fade away on this new day
I smile as I text my family to have a wonderful day
For a second I understand the cliche
that this life is a gift
and through the joy and the pain
it is my day to live
Then my phone vibrates
“U 2 Dad”
Saturday, August 25, 2012
Disappear
I wrote this three years ago. During a DL (distance learning) class one of the away schools had a fire drill. Their classroom looked like they had disappeared. School supplies were everywhere, and it was deadly silent. A student commented how eerie it was and that sparked this story.
His
eyelids were heavy. He blinked fast
seven times, but the warmth of lunch combined with another PowerPoint over the
checks and balances of our government made his eyes heavy. It was not as if he hated the class, in fact
in most cases it was interesting to learn about America’s government and how
power was displayed, bartered, and abused.
However, it followed lunch. Today
was BBQ sandwiches, and Justin had consumed five of them. Three minutes until the bell. He could make it because his next class was
“on-line” today.
Sixth
period was an early entry college class, American Literature that was
broadcasted over the Internet and displayed on a flat screen TV. He went to class with four other schools.
St.Paul a town 20 minutes away. Loup
County which was an hour south and Pleasanton High School which was 40 minutes
to the west. The home site, where the
class was broadcasted from, was at University of Nebraska, Kearney.
They
were “on-line” three days a week, like a real college class. Justin was excited to see Rose Tatemen from
Loup County. They had started to talk on
Facebook after they had to debate what Robert Frost meant in his poem “The Road
not Taken.” There were actually five
students, one from each site, but the debate had progressed to Rose and Justin
debating the meaning of the last paragraph.
Rose standing firm on the idea of Frost saying that taking the path was
a statement of individuality. Justin countering that she had been brainwashed
by Hallmark and that Frost was saying you can never know what a choice will do
for you in life, hence the line, “I will be saying this with a sigh.”
Justin
was struck by her independence, and her slight lean to the left with her right
eyebrow up when she thought she had made a great point. That night he connected with her on Facebook
and their friendship was progressing the last couple of weeks. He was walking quickly to be there before the
tardy bell. The first five minutes of
class were always hectic as the schools came on line. Dr. Graf was always logged on at 1:00; St.
Paul was usually on too. Then Justin’s
class, followed by Loup County, then Pleasanton which didn’t have sixth period
until 1:07.
“Hello
Justin, early again.” Dr. Graf commented
from the TV. There was just a slight
delay between his lips and the words, as if you had blinked at the beginning of
the conversation and your mind was trying to make the audio match the visual
input.
“Good
afternoon, I was trying to walk off the great lunch I had.”
“Hummm,
I see. Maybe the day will be even better
with a debate today over money’s power on people.” Dr. Graf said with that sly smile of his that
meant there was more to the statement.
“Depends
on who I get to debate with,” Justin replied with a smile.
“Well,
let’s get the other class on-line…” they both smiled.
Justin
hoped that college would be this interesting.
He could not wait to be done with high school. He was ready to be done with what seemed like
consistent drama. Everyone around him
seemed to be stuck in junior high. Other
students were entering the room, Justin sat in his normal place, far left
middle row of tables. Just at the edge
of the camera’s vision. The seat was next to the only window in the room, and
even if it seemed he was not listening, he was as he stared out at the window.
The
TV was in motion; Dr. Graf ‘s window was to the right and large. To the left the windows were getting smaller
as the column filled with video of the four high schools. Pleasanton flashed on last, and the speakers
shared the mix of students laughing, setting books down, and the constant
rumblings of teenage life issues.
Justin
looked at Loup County’s window for Rose.
There she was, third desk middle row, pencil tapping her tempo. Justin raised his pen, tapping his right
tempo. It was their hello. They both smiled. They had started the ritual last week.
“OK,
class let’s get caught up on due dates for the next week…” Dr. Graf’s voice
continued while Justin watched the sunlight highlight the edge of his table as
his mind checked off the assignments in his head.
The
clock read 1:13
“St.
Paul?” Dr. Gaf’s voice inflected with
annoyance. “Hello. St. Paul…
Are you there?” The screen
revealed tables with books, computers open, and a few water bottles but no
students. The class was involved in
group work. Each site had three groups
with their own set of questions covering the book, The Natural. They would then
share and discuss answers toward the end of class.
“Did
anyone hear anything, like a bell or fire alarm?” Dr. Gaf asked, as most of the students’
attention moved to the TV in their rooms.
It was always a fun moment when one of the high schools would run a
practice fire alarm.
A
series of no’s ran through the system.
Making the audio do a slight feedback that made Dr. Graf winch in his
comical way.
“Hummm,
continue to work. I’m going to try to
contact Mr. Jackson at St. Paul.” Dr.
Graf turned to his computer, then proceeded to pick up a phone that was just
out of sight of the camera. The students
returned to work, but kept an eye on the screen. Dr. Graf didn’t seem to be able to get anyone
on the phone.
The
clock read 1:16
Shelly
saw it first, from Loup County. Dr. Graf
was busy at his computer, it seemed he was typing something, probably an email.
“Dr.
Graf,” a slight hesitation from Shelly.
“Yes.” He didn’t look up from his computer, but you
could sense he was listening from the slight shift of his head to the right.
“Pleasanton
is gone…” the statement hung in the air.
Every student turned to see two windows that revealed the same
picture. The basic student life laid out
on tables, but no students.
Dr.
Graf stood still. The remaining students
held their breath, not sure what to do.
Then a smile broke the tension.
“Nice practical joke, guys,” Dr. Graf said. His shoulders relaxing. “I appreciate the work you put into this, but
let’s get back to work. Come back St.
Paul and Pleasanton.” He spoke directly
into the microphone and turned to the TV on his left. For a moment, it seemed as if the students
would return, loud and with smiles. But
nothing.
“OK,
I get the joke. Let’s get back to work.”
Justin
spoke, “I don’t think it is a joke, Dr. Graf.”
He had not been informed of any practical joke. From the looks of his fellow classmates, they
hadn’t either.
Rose
looked at him, the TV broadcasting her and every other students’ panic. Justin looked into the camera, trying to let
Rose know he saw her by his will alone.
“Hold
on, guys.” Dr. Graf grabbed the phone.
The
clock read 1:19.
Justin
didn’t think he blinked. But it felt
like the world did. Dr. Graf was
gone. He could have left to speak to
someone. “Hello, Kearney? Anyone there?” Justin moved to the teacher
station in the room.
No
response. The students at Kearney were
never on camera. The room only had one
camera and it was directed at the teacher station.
“Kearney. Anyone?
Hello.” Justin tried to keep the
panic from filtering into his speech.
“What’s
going on?” Katie spoke with a
whisper. A rush of noise came from Loup
County. Mrs. Heinen had burst into the
room. “We can’t contact St. Paul. Mr. Badura advises us to stay here until
further notice.”
“Justin,
what do we do?” Adam was standing next
to him.
“I
don’t know… Run to the office and see if
they know anything.” Adam was off before
he finished his statement. Justin
glanced at the clock, 1:21. An alarm
went off in his mind. He tried to get a clear thought pattern going, but the
absurdity of the situation broke every thought apart.
“Justin.” A voice.
He looked around but his classmates were all busy in their groups. He could see the uncertainty in their
actions, grabbing a book bag and putting it back down. Travis literally eating his pen top.
“Justin.” It was Rose.
She was peering through the camera, eyes holding back tears. Justin moved toward the TV to see her. His mind cleared. Even at this moment, she was beautiful. A crazy urge to just hold her overwhelmed
him.
“Yes,
Rose. I’m here…”
She
smiled and started to tap her pen… the clock’s hand moved to 1:22.
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