And Like That
And like that
a student from the past
no longer has a future
A young man in my memory
grown to be a farmer and family man
I remember
a boyish grin above
a home jersey with the number 5
an underclassman
waiting for time to give him his chance
I would chat with him on the sidelines
about the last play
And like that
I can see that smile as his bride walks down the aisle
I can imagine the smile he had for the birth of his children
Or the long gaze to the horizon
on a late autumn evening
The wheels of his tractor still
pride of a good life flowing through his veins
warming his callous hands
That innocent smile
creeping onto his face
as he shifts the tractor into drive
Heading home to eat dinner with his wife
and three kids
And like that
Tonight there will be no smiles
The horizon will receive too many questions
centered on why he was taken
why daddy isn’t coming home
And like that
Family will come together
Only to feel a shocking sense of being alone
Every word they wanted to say
sets like the sun at the end of the day
Every possible
I love you
and good night kiss
Will feel like a heavy coat of regret
Pockets empty
like the tomorrows he no longer has
And like that
His family will stuff their hands deep into that sorrow
Hoping to find something
anything
to remind them of his voice
And like that
We are all left with memories
Mine of a boyish grin
on the sideline of a football game
years ago
*In memory of Bryce Niss 11-17-2020